There are times I just want to unleash hell, and say all the terrible things I think about people but I know that negative energy never served anyone well. I know that a pessimist waits for the shoe to drop and the optimist puts the shoe on and hits the ground running.

I’ll stay positive and deal with pandora’s box. I’ll survive, thank you for making me stronger and teaching me to keep going. I have no choice, I don’t know quit and I won’t give you the satisfaction of seeing me fail. I will prevail.

The wind, it is blowing 
all my hope down the road 
and a brick wall 1000 feet tall 
is between me and my goals 
seems my luck has been buried 
beneath the dirt and the snow 
but my warm heart keeps on beating 
while my dark blood is running cold.

Though these two feet are feeling broken 
I’ve got to keep on walking tall 
Though my head is feeling dizzy 
I’ll do my best not to fall 
But if I break down to my knees girl 
You should encourage me just to crawl 
Though these bricks are piling higher 
It’s just giving me another reason to break down these walls

I wish you didn’t need the adoration of strangers to make you feel worth something…. I wish you saw yourself as valuable like I once did. I forgive you completely for what you have put me through and I wish you nothing but the best. I have no more interest in having you in my life but I will always remember your face and will always wish for you to be the person I had hoped you would become….much love and blessings to you….

Sometimes we have to get a little dirty to figure out what’s what. So who wants to play in the mud?

Those you’ve cared most about (that have hurt you) is like kicking the hardest addiction.

There’s nights that I want nothing more then to rip every inch of paint of these fucking walls….

This is one of them.

I just got put in charge of the company picnic next week….sweet. these folks are in for a good time!

Nothing better then when crazy coffee ex walks past me and into the parking lot where my car is…I fear for tibbys life.

p.s its been 4 years why are you still working at that dive coffee shop? you could do better.

Facing adulthood, and the idea that youth will never be again is a terrifying discovery. Will I become my father or worse.

I love how I’m the one never around or never going to be permanent. but you’re still the one blowing me off.